real life.

try to stay awake
cuz of the nightmares i have
feel like this was all i could take
and i'm about to break
things keep coming up
memories i'd like to erase
but they're fears i have to face
walkin' away is no option this time
and crying is okay but it feels like a crime
gotta count my blessings
get outta the traffic
my mind screams
caution these images are graphic
i gotta stand up for love
stop lookin' above
stop asking God
and just look straight ahead
realise that life happens here
never stop believing
but try to stop the fear..